I wish you knew
how much I missed you
How I want your
picture on my desk
How convoluted
all my feelings are
How I just want your
cum on my chest

I wish I knew
the difference
between want and need
Give myself the approval
to need the things I want
I wish I could pick a spot
a place to stop

A wish is just a passive
opt-out of an active reality
With you out of arms reach
what do we have to breach

I am going nowhere
you’re just where you’ll be
I wish you’d be more active
in expressing how
you feel about me